♥Tuesday, October 20, 2009♥
haiz...this few days don feel like posting is damn boringg lol nth to do ..and my heart broke into pieces lol..i can hear the craking sound..i was crying in my heart i cannot cry out like this i feel like i am a loser you cannot let ppl know that you are crying or you r a loser..."do you wan to be a loser"i asked my self...of course not even i wan to cry terriblily i won't cry i don wan be loser...but how can i heal the wounds of my craking heart..should i go sugery to operation..maybe that person will tell me how to do...y does he hurt me...doesn't he know anything abt me..i had enough of him i wan give up lol anw he is going graduate very fast jus one more year no not even one year...is 9 months left i won't care him i won't miss him i will 100%forget him!!! he will like it if i say this word to him...i jus can't understand wat is he thinking! is it that he really only care abt himself ..i wan to tell him sth important but when i thought twice i feel like giving up and feel that even i tell him he won't care and he won't like handle it...i always the person help him carry all the spaming information and he would jus be relaxing ..siting under a big umbrella with one ice lemon tea!o ok i know the ice lemon tea and umbrella thing is a bit siao jus don care that sentence but i really think that way lol...arrggghhhh...my fren told me that even you show that spamming letter to him he won't believe that is not you do...!i agreed with her...the other fren say...he cannot handle all this de!is impossible for him to read that letter he thought is you ask someone to post the mail to you lol...!i agree that too...i don know if he really think that way but i wish he don think that way lol...i think he is a good person and is not that bad and stingy guy i know...don feel like saying anymore even how long this post i gonna write he doesn't care and read...becoz he won't come my blog lol bb
♥imma hurt you real good, baby
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